I JUST WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS TONIGHT

Dear blog, how are you doing today?. I hope you aren't sad from all the depressed musings and rants I've been feeding you with lately. I just want to let you know that you are my only friend for now, so please bear with me. it's just me and you now, I am so tired and really finding it difficult to sleep tonight, the hot water didn't work (where do they get that from anyway).
This playboy called Mtn and its entire group of scammers have duped me once again. I keep on enriching these people with my money, while they throw their placebo of a "service" at my feet as if to say "take it or leave it".
Why don't we know our rights?, why don't even know our worth?, we cant protest and speak out when we're being exploited and molested from behind like a hopeless harlot...
From my experience in Nigeria, I've discovered that we suffer and smile - a huge grin at that. We prefer to fold our arms and say "e go better, God dey". For where!?!
No offense, but i think religion has done us more harm than good in this country.
The white-man religion has fooled us. We relax and pray,hope,pray,hope,pray,hope...nothing else.
You tell a pastor that you are hungry,and rather than giving you the a place of rice from his fridge, he opens his torn bible, sprinkles 'anointed' water down your throat and says "let me pray for you".
You see someone in dire need of money to cater for his family, rather than give him some money, you look the other way and use the money to pay tithe/offering. To who?
You might be surprised at the way I have switched my anger from mtn to Nigerians and religion, but believe me,they are all connected.
Our religion has contributed greatly the "over-complacency" of Nigerians you see today. They are so filled with the hope that they can sit down,watch their country decay, and their hypocritical over-religiousness would fix the problems they themselves welcomed in the first place..
Not only are Nigerians mentally handicapped to fix this country collectively,but we are also a deluded bunch. Arise O'compatriots!.

Thanks blog for letting me throw up on you once again. Now that I've poured out my heart, I can now sleep.
Goodnight people. *yawns* *drinks hot water*